There is a connection here

Doubled sided slided and near

There is a connection here

Shown where to go next

Whilest I stand here and flex

There is a connection here

It has something to do with the street

Or something to do when we meet

There is a connection here

Is there something about a memento

Connecting us in circles as we go

There is a connection here

I love it when it feels like this

Ever rising into bliss

Connected sources

Hyper courses

Unity

Connection hemming a new seam

Fitting perfectly like this dream

We connected here

Fantastic as we go

Into caves behind waterfalls

SAVE

Knew how to behave

Turned Phrases and Gave

Every single line I'm written

Every single word I'm smitten

All I's dotted

All T's crossed

Submit it in a minute

Like a word play boss

I've been saved

Like an ancient poem in iambic pentameter

Written sacred versus of ever happily after

I've been saved

Knowing what part comes next

In a folder saved with all the best

I've been saved

Book Book Look Look

I want to really do this more

Read the cover on the book in the store

As the book book sat on the shelf

I said look look in side to myself

This is the best book book for me

Just look look look at all the words I see

Words spelled in everything I like

Sentences that make my mind spike

It even has some pictures in it too

They all look look like happy me and you

In this book book I read in the store

On page 28 a line read I like know one more

On 29 the story told

It would all easily unfold

In your imaginations perfect timing.

“Whisper”

Please….You are almost there

Remember….It is all in your head

I am telling you that it is almost time for you to go

Before you go you will have come

When you come back you will already be gone

Please…..Listen to my voice

You are asking for help and I am here

Breathe

Who you are…… is……. amazing

Your aspirations…are…….immeasurable

Your time... is…. Infinite

Because….. I will always love you

Learn to stay in it where ever you are

Create Now.

Remember?

The last thing I remembered was that Everything that was...is...exactly the same as it is now.

Nothing has changed but everything has happened.

"Everything has Happened"

Commitment is the key to the last thing I remembered.

Forward is the process in which I hold the key to the last thing I remembered.

Was this the memory the memory of the time I left behind to make it the last thing I remembered?

Or

Is it the exact thing I've been thinking about the entire time?

The fact is....

Present & Past are merely illusions of NOW.

Now has no memory and can see in every forward direction

In the eternal memory of the ever present NOW, the first thing I remember is.........onward!

I of ME

I of ME is GREEN you SEE

ME of I is BLUE as SKY

I of ME that GROWS this TREE

ME of I that CLIMBS it HIGH

I of ME can BE that FREE

ME of I WILL finally FLY.

Head First

You are treading water in the deep end of the pool

You dipped your toe in to check if the temperature was cool

A Head first dive is how it had to go

Writing Easy ryhmes is all that I know

About two hours later my ears begin to pop

Did I sink to the bottom or rise to the top

Eyes open big breathing the dive in board and me

I always knew my creativity would set me free

Easy words easy going easy rides all night

Grab a towel wipe it off and you'll be alright

You Ever

You ever just go completely sane

You ever have recall inside your brain

You ever have your mind disect it all

You ever have visions as long as a hall

You ever gane clarity from what youve been shown

You ever gane knowledge from the unknown

You ever learn anything from that moment

You ever do everything to speak your flow yet

You ever feel like you always knew

You ever know just what to do

You ever face yourself and say I am

You ever idea and there it goes bam

You ever number one finger to sky

You ever just walk away with no goodbye

You ever feel great because it had to be

You ever find out what is thee

Ah

Flip flops on sand under a shell

Look at the ocean and check if it's swell

Bead of sweat drops from a chin

The sandwich I ordered will be here in a min

An orange some thing with bubbles and ice

Palm trees relay breezes that feel really nice

What else,.

What I else can I write about as I lay here rested

Trial by fire is how Im tested

I can walk tall knowing my truth

Creative Genius, Word Flow and acrylic paints too

I have a vision to create

A life of things that I can make

To progress and learn to fun my time

Confident enough to make it mine

To make it my own to make it worthwhile

To make it as big as my biggest smile

Each Time

Each time I know Im about to think

Is when my brains flows but I'm out of ink

So I grab a pencil but lead breaks off

I pick up my phone and and the screens not enough

Where do I put these letters I see

A stick and some dirt is plenty for me

I carve my name Peter in to the ground

An X marks the spot where the treasure is found

Then I carve and 8 and lean it on its side

Infinite chill time and I always abide

I look at the stick and it's says I'm a tree

Please plant me in the ground and grow with me

Every single time

How we do this

Its doesn't matter how, we do this

Type a word on the screen, we do this

Make poems this easy, we do this

Write down in laughter, we do this

Eyes open and smiling, we do this

Acrylic Paints and Canvas, we do this

On set with the truck, we do this

Abstract thoughts and everafters, we do this

Beach walks with palm trees, we do This

Long drives with me, we do this

Love all day long, we do this

It doesn't matter how, we do this

Here we go again

Its easy to see the rain

A laughing dog looking straight

Green breaks concrete into twins

A yellow line saying this way

Blue screens the sky with easy puff of white

Drifting brown legs across pavers

One quiet day

One quiet day

The sun began to play

A time to live the way

All the things that we say

Each of us we know

When it's time to go

On the road real slow

Getting ready for the show

The lights come on at night

The crowd screams in delight

They sing every lyric right

Blissful Harmony brave new heights

Feet begin to stomp

Hands start to wave

All because the sun played a song for us today

What time is it

I looked in the mirror right around 4

At the same time there was a knock at my door

A note slid underneath that read it's me

Can you please open up so I can see

I thought to myself see what or who

The voice behind the door said all that you do

I opened the door and to my surprise

It was me standing there looking with my eyes

I said uh what?

I said ok

Let me in here so we can play

Play what I asked

Word said me

We started long ago by planting those seeds

I said oh yes I remember that

We were in the yard being stared at by a cat

Apillar you know as the seeds began to grow

I said after that where did you go

Behind this door been here the whole time

Just sitting here waiting for you to write these rhymes

I wanted to let you know that I love you stuff

You've done a great job and that is enough

I looked at me and laughed with glee

And asked what ever did happen to all those seeds

Every single one of them grew up to be trees

The catapillar came into the room

And said I might be butterfly very very soon

We looked at each other and gave high fives

The catapillar said it's a great time to be alive

I looked at the door and walked right through

And by that time it was a quarter after New.

You are Ready

It's been said a few times before

There's a lot in your head and so much more

Where have you been, where are you going

There are more things to see and a whole lot more knowing

You found out so many things about that time

Tomorrow morning it will be your time to shine

But what about now do you even know

How to be chill and let the vibe slow

I guess we could sit here right on the brink

Of all the wonderful moments completely in sync

There's a lot in your head and so much more

Realize this, you better than before

Your here now and thats were you go

What are these thoughts that you have to show

Could it be that your really just glad

Your good your great with these ideas you had

You know this true because you loved it already

Please be still and know you are ready.

When Know One

When you finally realize that know one loves you the most.

When you see how many know ones love has done.

When you feel how much Know ones love can do.

When you know that Know ones love is true

When Know one touches your heart

When Know one feeds your soul

When Know one sees you

When Know ones here

When Know one cares

When Know one knows

When Know one is here

Yo

Two people said once at the same time Yo. They both had went to make a phone call and heard each others tones while dialing a number to different places. in the background one… was a beat…in the background other was a groove. They both love houses and music they said and Yo is the song they sang. To complete strangers calling each other thinking someone else, somewhere else and hearing each other is how the love of house music was born.

Be still Be Real Be Quiet Believe

Headfirst

You either walk into the pool , Jump into the Pool, Dive into the pool, Fall into the pool or get thrown in the pool. . Sink, Swim or Float are your lessons and breathe work is your best friend. Be Calm & Confident there are more life guards present than you know and they are all buddies to swim with. Headfirst No Floaties You can do it!

Blissful Seranade

A Blissful Seranade

Happens everyday

As the sun rises in the morning

Birds begin to sing

alarm clocks dingaling

As the things wake in the morning

Sounds of Coffee Tea brewing tastefully

Blenders, juicers, microwaves and the sounds that they make

As toilets flush in unison

You can hear the beats as if on repete

As we all Seranade the morning

What else is there the sound is bare

As the fish shower in the morning

Geese heard above as Dear make love

While squirrels click about

Seranading songs nuts where abouts

The rides they starts with music lite

While others prefer it blaring tight

The Ducks they quack as the wind whistles back

Under the sound of feet and pavement.

Oh the thunders knows the sound of growth

Whilst a dog barks after taking it's poop

All the sounds all around in a Blissful Serande

It's all in your head someone once said

But I hear like its real so what's the deal

Does this Blissful Serande go on all day

Or do I just listen in imagination

It real to hear the things that are near

As we far away old sounds

A Blissful Serande honored everyday

In the all sound of wonderful morning

Old one and knew One

Knew One was walking down the street

Saw Old One on the corner playing hide seek

Knew One said Yo where did you go as Old one disappeared

Standing next to Knew One Old One said right here

Knew One said whoa how did you know where I'd be at that moment

Old one said hey I can do this all day until you get smart and own it

Own what Knew One asked this Old one replyed

As both hands opened and shown it.

I see nothing said Knew to the Old one

And thats the point so own it.

Space

There is a place that I know of that is all space

It has a room with a view of the entire space

Inside and out all over the space

It goes on in circles too this place all space

What a great space place this space in space

There is even space for the space in this space

Ah the luxury of this space place in space

This is the best space ever in space

Did I mention this space has clever space

Oh yes in this space oh see this in space

We have to space this because the race is space

The eldest of dreams exist in the space

It knows who space is but remember no space

This space how I absolutely love space

Everything right here in space in space

Space

Each of Us

Each of us

We discuss

What the loves is about

Each of us

We discuss

What the dreams is about

Each of us

We discuss

What the Feelings is about

Each of Us

We discuss

What the Beings is about

Each of us

We discuss

What the storys is about

Each of us

We discuss

What emotions is about

Each of us

We discuss

What freedoms is about

Each of we discuss

What creatings is about

Each of us

We discuss

What ever we want to and more

Each of us we discuss

What ever

Just Drive

Driving along watching the live show

Lines on the road guide where to go

Arrows that point directly where to flow

A squirrel sitting there in the middle of street

Staring at my head lights daring me to beep

Squirrel looks left then skits to the right

We both stop moving and checked out the sight

One bird flying high then glyding through the sky

till this day the squirrel doesn't really know why

A bird is up there and we are down here

Listening to each other because we all can hear

So just drive all day to see all that is

With a squirrel and a bird as copilots.

Home Run Dreams, A Baseball Song, The Stadium on Planet Pete

I dream about hitting home runs all the time

I step up to plate and drive one down the line

The field they are playing me I go opposite

Here they thought I was gonna hit into the shift

Everyones watching, the ball takes flight

Even the mascot was impressed with sight

The ball said so long, the fence said goodbye

Even the umpires started to cry

I didn't even see the ball that I hit

I swung with my eyes shut and that was just it.

Where the ball went I still didn't know

As I sprinted to first to beat out the throw

I looked at the umpire and gestured where it go

He raised one finger and put it in the air

Spun it around and pointed way out there

The trees tops in right field had the best view

They saw a baseball leave the planet and the solar system too.

Where the ball landed know one really knows

I think planet Pete is what the research showed

The impact of the ball planted like a seed

Then that little baseball grew into big baseball looking tree

The tree grew tall and yielded home plate looking mees

Once I was ready I knew it was time to leave

Home plate looking mees climbed down from baseball looking tree, wondering how that home run could even ever be.

All the home plate mees took the baseball looking tree and built and new stadium right on Planet Pete.

Each and every day the home plates mees played everyway in a stadium built far away dreaming of diamonds and grass.

There are so many places on the faces I see.

There are so many places on the faces I see.

Traveled raveled traversed and free

There are so many places on faces I see

Some come by land and some come by see

There are many places on the faces I see

All coming together so they can be free

There are so many places on the faces I see

Generations of People are the roots of our we

There are so many places on the faces I see

One from here a couple from there are family to me

There are so many places on the faces I see

The wonderful beauty America is to be

There are so many places on the faces I see

Thank God for our Veterans here for you and me.

There are so many Places on the Faces I see

And Glorious freedoms bestoyed onto thee

There are so many Faces on the Places I see

And the people are smiling and filled with glee

There are so many places on the faces I see

Pray for the family of the soldier to be

There are so many places on the faces I see

I see them all day.

Thank you for your Service.

Keys to our Treasure Chest

Keys to our treasure Chest

Open the Easiest

When we at our Best

Warm and Full of Rest

Always in good time

As I compose this rhyme

Meetings in Our Mind

Connect us Space and Time

You is Really Great

Treasure Chest is our Fate

Easiest, open make

Joy In every date

Unfolding in our Bliss

Allowing in our kiss

Love our tenderness

Opened treasure, us and this.

Treasure opened pot of gold

Up above the rain glowed

That’s what makes a Rain Bow

That’s what makes that Rain Go

That’s what makes that Rain Flow

That’s what makes That Rain Know

We together home Yo.

We together home Grown

We Together Treasured Chest

We Together we da Best

We together open fate

We together Love Create.

Keys, Open, When, Warm, Always, As, Meetings, Connect, You, Treasure, Easiest, Joy, Unfolding, Allowing, Love, Opened, Treasure , Up, That’s, We

“The Lovers Kiss Heals a Blind Man”

The lovers were strolling a path that led them to the beach. There the saw a man sitting in the sand making a fishing net out of rope.

They walked over to him, said, "hello" and asked him his name.

The man deep inhaled through his nostrils, lifted his head slowly, turned it to the right, away from the couple and out to horizon, exhaled and replied, My name is Tsitsos. He then put his head back down and continued his work.

"Are you a fisherman?" asked The Lovers.

Tsitsos deep inhaled through his nostrils again, slowly lifted his head (this time chin up to the sky) and on the exhale and said "No" , paused and then said, " I am only a net maker." "It is the only profession I have ever known." It is the only profession that I could be trained for to make a living."

Tsitos put his chin back down to leve, tied three quick knots and completed his net.

He turned his head in the direction of the couple and said "I have been blind since the age of 5 and was taught by the fisherman how to feel patterns of the nets and then recreate them the same exact way by hand." This is only job the village would allow me to do since it only revolved around feeling the materials and moving my hands. They said, I would be at less risk for hurting myself or someone else by sitting in the same spot all day." I am now 87 years old.

Are you happy with your life? asked the Lovers.

"Yes" said. Tsitos. "I get to sit on the soft sand of this beach in all its beautiful weather day and night. The fisherman along with payment for making the nets always provide fish for me so I have never been hungry or starving. I also have my own place to reside in that is only steps away from where I work. I have lived my life this way for as long as I can remember. There is just one thing I feel that I missed out on by not being able to see."

Tsitso deep inhaled through his nostrils and on the exhale said, “I always wanted to know what Love looked like."

The Lovers turned and looked deep into each others eyes, wrapped their arms around each other in warm embrace and kissed.

As this was happening tears began to run down the face of the old man. With each tear that fell the vision of the old man began to clear. A great ball of orange and green light flashed brightly engulfing them all for as long as blink.

Upon the dissipation of the flash the old man stood up, looked around with his new vision. He sees a village and beach that he only knew from touch, sound and taste. He then looked at the Lovers in their embrace and said, "Thank you, Your love for each other has helped release the blind from my eyes."

The Lovers released their embrace, looked at Tsitsos and said, you deserve to see Love Tsitsos. Hopefully now, more Love will find you for you too see as you rediscovered your world with your new eyes to Love it all.

Tsitsos picked up his newly finished net and handed it to The Lovers and said, " Please take this net as a gift."

"This net represents the bounty of life. Each Person in this world has the opportunity to receive the bounty of life. They need only cast the net in the direction of what they are looking for and they will always receive this bounty every time. May you continue to always cast this net it in the direction of each other and enjoy the bounty of each others lives." Tsitsos put his hands on each their shoulders and said, "Thank you for showing me some Love."

Tsitsos faced the sea and said, "I wonder what it looks like underwater?" and dove in.

The Lovers continued their stroll along the coast, playfully tossing the net at each other choosing the other as their bounty for eternity.

“The Lovers”

The Lovers understanding the power they possess find themselves in the position to heal others with their gift.

They embark upon the graceful world journey of life together .

Taking their first steps, a soul appears to them.

This soul is tortured in the mind.

The Lovers give a gift of healing unconditional love of themselves to the soul by each of them placing a hand on the souls' face.

The tortured soul is healed.

The Healed soul thanks the lovers for the gift of peace of mind & rewards them with an egg and says,

"This egg is the spirit of the world."

"Where I was tortured so was it and as it was tortured, so was the world."

"For now that I am healed, the spirit of the world is healed as well."

"The spirit is a gift for you to share with each other on your graceful journey of love now and forever."

"Keep Going"

"Bring unconditional love, peace of mind & the healed spirit of the world to all you encounter."

The world.

Each day to sit and contemplate
> which road to travel and what is fate
> destined to sit in front of the fork
> questions asked of the heart with no retort
> right or left please make a choice
> doubling back has no voice
> Do I even make the choice?
> Determined being..broken, shattered, mindless, frayed on the edge of silence
> Gift received of confusion clarity
> Who knows? Just go
> straight ahead and split the divide
> mind middle where peace resides
> Inhale peer right
> exhale look left
> inhale eyes forward
> take the step
> exhale take another
> with each breathe
> calm the mind
> and go for it
> no pain in the middle
> close proximity to love
> ever seen
> know it to be true
> never lost on this road traveled
> between the two
> Hope
> Peace
> Love
> Happiness
> Faith
> God
> is where the middle resides
> go forward into the awaiting arms of your destiny
> Where is your Pride!?
> does it exist?
> complete disconnecter
> you are sorely missed
> we miss your laugh & your smile
> dry your eyes
> and drift forward free of form for a while.

“How They Met”

The Source -

Creates foundation at your feet

Manifests passion of your need

Fortifies trust of your instinct

Is Agape Love

Synchronized Voice of the Narrator

Observer of the lucid luminous vision

Interconnector of all that ever

Walker on the path

Uplifted goaled motion

Hand holder

A hug wrapped all the way around

Whispering

Clear perspective

Us & We

The Source is

Running

Filling

Freeing

Accepting

Singing

Clearing

Togethering

Revealing GOD

"Easy as I Go"

Easy as I go

My thoughts and my paint as I flow

My Hands and my feet as I go

My Mind and My body as I know

That is the only way to go

Easy as I Go

Easy as I Flow

Easy as I know

Easy as I Go

"You See Me"

You see me as I am

You see me in my plan

You see me in all the way

You see me in my day

You see me all day long

You see me in everysong

You see me paint for hours

You see me talk to flowers

You see make that art

You see me play my part

You see me Hello My Love

You see me thank the day above

You see me

"The Day is For Today"

The day is for today

to say all the words today

to feel all the feels today

to do all the things today

to love all the world today

to create all the art today

to sing all the songs today

to breathe all the winds today

to see all the people today

to taste all the food today

to hug all your friends today

to tell them all you love them today

to appreciate all the stories today

to be grateful that there is a day called today

"These are Good Times"

These are good times

All day long

feeling fine

Talkin Rhythms

These are Good Times

There is paint on the wall

That I placed standing tall
With both feet on the floor

These are good times

There is music in the air

You can feel it in your hair

and the world is better for you

These are good times.

"The Way"

The way I lay it all out

The way I put it all in

The way I mix it all up

The way I choose whats going on

The Way

The way I listen to your song

The way I like to sing along

The way I make up my own words

The Way

The way I Hello My Love You

The way you Hello My Love You too.

The Way

The way I dance with you vibe

The Way

Healing Hands – By Peter Christopher Nicolaou

All this anxiety, the shaking, biting and picking, could it be that I just needed to give my feverishly idle hands something to do?

“What… you mean… we are free to finally create!?!?!” exclaimed my hands.

“Yes” my minds’ eye responded in an inquisitive tone and then asked my hands “what ever will you create?”

My Hands confidently responded…..Whatever you see, whatever you need, whatever you desire and whatever you pray for.

My minds’ eye shut for a moment and then upon opening displayed a vortex of indigo light that transmitted my hands directly to the future, showcasing what will become us when we work together.

In complete in unwavering embracement and belief my hands excitedly began search and hug my mind. “What are you searching for?” asked my eye. You have shown me where I can be when we work together but…. But what? Asked, my eye. Where to begin? as my hands continued to poke spontaneously around my mind.

“You already have begun and its already happening as we speak” replied, my eye but since you have shown genuine interest in un idling and now creating. I shall tell you what you will create and these will be your rules from now on.

Blinking once in indigo smoke…… I must create the world as I see it.

Blinking again, in indigo rain……….You can only create what I want.

And most importantly with an even brighter indigo flame……..I need more help to create what I want.

My hands in complete amazement of the indigo color, forms and clear direction, without hesitation, agreed to the terms of creation and posed only a few honest questions back to my eye.

Help? From where and from who?

A beam of bright white lightening then appeared in my mind and my hands reached immediately to grab it as if by instinct. All the light then proceeded to guide my hands down from my mind to an area that resonated and vibrated with the sounds of bright blue booming thunder. There upon a small wooden box stood a figured that resembled a powerful warrior. The warrior peered at my hands and after a few moments recognized that he had seen my hands before and in mid tone said “hello”, I am your throat. The room began to shake with bright blue swirls all around at just the sound resonating from the simple word…hello.

“I can help you on your quest to create” said, my throat. I can integrate your minds’ vision with my word and create sounds unheard of by most. I can also ask anyone for help at any time that you so require it. For without sound how can we ask for more help and present to others what we want?

I give your vision a voice and I have so for ages upon ages. Do you remember or has time stretched on so long that you just couldn’t hear me? No matter, all of it every last bit of it will be revealed to you as you go.

In awe of what my throat said to my hands my hands then lovingly reached into the bright blue swirling cloud of smoke and gave my throat a warm embrace and said thank you. I will accept your help.

With a great inhalation my throat drew in all the sound and blue swirling smoke and healthily exhaled my hands on another beam of bright white lightening.

As the sound and the brightness dissipated my hands began drifting down like a feather illuminated with a bright green flame that danced then engulfed my hands and then danced again. A pulse began to beat a song the hands used to remember but due to the heat of the eternal green dancing flame my hands did not reflect on it. Instead my hands were overcome with an immense feeling of love for everything and exactly the same time an immense feeling of pain.

My hands then asked the pulsing beating bright green flame, “who are you?” In an instant the intense flame dimmed just enough to reveal an energy form that proclaimed… “I am your heart”. My hands then asked, “why are you in so much pain?” My heart then reemitted back into the glorious flame and said, “the same reason you are but you don’t remember.” We have created before, we have created a lot but we have also destroyed everything that we have created. I have created in the wrong places with the wrong intentions and I wish to create again. I feel stronger now than I have in very long time….it’s almost familiar but I am not sure what it meant. I pray for less pain and today with you my hands the pain is less. My heart then asked my hands if my hands could create love along with everything else my hands wanted to create.

I want to feel what it is to create love and maintain it for a lifetime. Can you help me asked my heart? Yes, my hands replied, We can work together and create the world as I see it, a world made of love and all you have to do is be my only heart.

“The pain you feel is only love masked as something else and this too shall pass.”

My hands then reached out into the bright green dancing blaze and hugged my heart. Together with my throat and my hands we will create the world as I see it, made of a lifetime of love to ease your pain. I have asked for help and received it from my throat and my mind and I shall give help to my heart because my heart asked for it.

The battle was long, difficult and testing my heart my said to my hands. You were so well equipped then as I see you are gaining strength now. I will create the world as I see it and the world I see is made of love.

“What happened to me ask my hands?”, soon all will be revealed to you my hands, be patient.

Trusting the true words of the pulse of my heart my hands reach to touch the flame again but it vanished and in its place was the great white ball of lightening. My hands gripped the ball and slowly descended in a healthy breathe downward. My hands reached the end of the light and it faded into blackness.

A globe of yellow then arose from the horizon of the darkness like a beacon to follow. I moved towards it and immediately the yellow globe flashed. I then saw in my minds’ eye the introduction to my solar plexus. The introduction appeared as the memory of an Ego driven battle that had insured once in the distant past of another age and then again very recently. It was obvious to my hands that both battles left my solar plexus very traumatized. There is nothing here right now except space, pain and the overwhelming feeling of Please Fill Me with All that Is Everything.

My Solar plexus only filled with shame had lost its voice and could not ask for help. My Hands and my minds’ eye agreed that they should trust their gut and take me with them for I can be useful when I regain my inner strength. My minds’ eye, my hands, my throat and my heart then gathered around my solar plexus and hugged me as tight as internally possible rotating in every direction. Then we all said to my solar plexus, “We will create a world as I see it. This world is made of an everlasting lifetime of love to ease your pain, regain your inner strength and fill you with all that is everything.”

My minds’ eye, my hands, my throat, my heart and my solar plexus where then instantly engulfed by a bright orange ball surrounded and entangled by sharp spikes in every direction. The Orange spiked ball could not be contained for conversation or questioning, it only uttered a few phrases. “I am your passion, I will be your driving force, I will always keep you up and promise you that everything you love will love you. Use me wisely. ” The orange spiked ball surrounding all of us….disappeared.

My Minds’ eye, hands, throat, heart and solar plexus then climbed down each vertebra of my spine until they reached my base. They found the footing is being repaved and being prepared for something. There are many tools at work in my base all sparkling in the shades of the color red.

“What are you doing” I asked the sparkling red tools. “I am recreating myself”, they all simply replied in one voice. During the last journey I encountered a battle that I was not ready for and everything I built at that time was crushed into grains of sand.

“By whom” I asked.

By you, the tools responded.

But here is the best part. I can reuse the grains of sand as lessons to create a new foundation for myself. My tools will bind all the lessons together and give you to proper footing and support on which to take your next steps confidently and provide a cushion for you in case you fall again.

My sparkling red tools then continued on to say, “I’ve been listening to the story from the word create and from that word I have begun. I will support and help you always.”

My hands at that moment began to ascend slowly at first back up through each level thanking and hugging my red base, my orange passion, my yellow solar plexus, my green heart, my blue throat and my indigo mind’s eye for all the help and then in another flash of great white lighting my hands are now at my crown on the very top of my head.

At this moment in my crown, my minds eyes shuts and I am blind. I fall to my knees and extend my hands to surrender. With my minds’ eye still shut I begin to see again as if for the first time….. An ultra violet luminescent glow….so bright it burns away the darkness of my blind. Within the Ultra violet glow there is large pedaled lotus flower in full blossom and through it is a portrait of my father surrounded by 12 candles.

My Father has a message for me as I kneel.

Keep your eyes closed my son.

Deep inhale in through your nostrils,

Fill your lungs with oxygen,

Draw your belly button in towards your spine and sit up tall and get your feet of the table.

Inhale………..exhale

Create this vision you in your ultra violet self

You are smiling

Today is greatest day of your life

Today you realized that everything is possible

Today is the day you make the commitment to live out your dreams

Today is your creation day

On this day you created in your ultra violet self a large peddled lotus flower called your FOS (Light)

Your FOS is the size of your smiling vision of yourself in your mind and you are happy and relaxed.

Your FOS feels warm as it embraces you.

Your FOS looks bright as it shines on your face

Your FOS is your guide today on your creation day and has a message for you before you begin your journey.

In hale exhale and keep breathing…….

Stay Focused

Control the controllable

Obstacles are part of the plan

You are only human

You have no fear

Your anxiety is building because you are another step closer to getting what you want

You created this environment, No one told you to do it. You just did it. You wanted a leap of faith, you have already taken it.

You are faith-filled and Hope-Full

You are greater than you think you are.

You have the proof and the proof is in your actions, not just your words.

Everyone that you meet loves you

Everyone that meets you, you will love

You will help and they will help

You are Positive

You are motivational

You have Ideas that make yourself and everyone you come across better

You are successful

You learn and apply everything you are exposed to, to help yourself and others

You are not selfish; you just want more for yourself.

You can make every situation work for you as a lesson.

How amazing has this journey been my son, look how far you’ve come – understand it because it’s great and the best is yet to come.

Out of anything in the world that you will see, your happiness comes from the love you have for the world and everything in it.

The one thing that love that defines your true “happiness is”…..the true love and happiness you create for yourself.

You will stand in this this joyous place that you in vision with confidence and with strength.

You have great balance within you and this balance keeps you calm in this place.

Your next steps in this place will be taken in any direction you wish to go in and everything is going to be ok.

My son, I have loved you longer than you can possibly imagine.

In my final moments on this earth you were beside me at the right hand of your father. We fought that last battle together and you are now ready and deserving of the gift I gave you. I am very proud on this day, your creation day, to be your father and call you my son Peter.

I am now your FOS and We will create a world as I see it. This world is made of an everlasting lifetime of love to ease your pain, regain your inner strength and fill you with all that is everything.

Now wipe away your tears, open your eyes and show the world who you are and what you believe in.